May 2nd, 2005

Subject: my sickness Time: 04:53 pm Current Mood: sick

so as some of you may have noticed from various away messages that i'm sick, and to prevent telling the story over and over again, i shall post i on here for all to see, and to save my sickly self from typing forever friday: 100% healthy, felt finneee, damn body, what a dirty trick it plays saturday: woke up with a sore throat, and basic ickiness. thinking it was just allergies, i had a cup of tea and tried to get on with my day. by 2 o'clock, my day was over and i was in bed. after taking a nap, i then woke up with a 103.7 degree fever. not good. took some tylenol to bring the fever down, tried to drink some water with whatever space was left in my throat. then, i threw it up. throught the night, i only slept in 15 minute intervals, tried to drink some water and take some medicine, threw up 2 more times. at 5 am, my fever was 104.3, this whole fever + no tylenol thing was not going to work out. so finally my mom insisted we go to the ER sunday: arrive at ER at appox. 9am. good time to go. very empty. met a nice nurse named dawn. she gave me an iv of some fluids, and they did some blood work, and a strep throat test. they're almost positive it's mono. so let me tell you what my throat looks like. my left tonsil had invade my throat, it is purple and grey. you all know that little hanging thing in the back, yeah you can hardly see it. soo now the doctor comes back, and the blood test for mono is negative, and so is the strep. god dammit what do i have. my white blood cell count is at 22 (normal range being about 10-13). so now the doctor decides he wants to test for something else in my blood. so the nurse comes in with these tiny clear bottles that have some clear liquid in them (think the tiny absolut bottles, just a little bigger). so when i ask her why she has so many, she informs me she has to take it from 4 different places on my body, dawn is now scratched from my friend list, and apparently this is to 'grow my blood' and will take 48 hours. So now my fever isn't going down, they've started an IV fluid to get me hydrated because i hadn't really drank anything for a day, and they gave me tylenol in a place i'm not going to talk about. So the ER doc calls in an ENT specialist to make sure it's not an absyss, and they decided to give me antibiotics and steriods, and to admit me. ohh joy. so after three hours of waiting in the ER i finally get my bed upstairs, on the peds floor, yay! there's a playground with a slide, barney movies, and a playroom with video games. too bad i'm too sick to even sit up. so the nurses ask all the same questions again, and then the resident said due to my infection, dehydration, and need for fluids, i won't be out until wednesday, she was in agreement with the two other doctors on the floor, and the ER doc. ohh joy, again. but finally i can try and get some sleep, but ohh wait someone has the brilliant idea to check vitals EVERY 4 HOURS. there goes my night of sleep. and then at 2:30 i wake up to something warm on my arm, i'm like what the hell, i reach down and my hand comes up covered in blood, flipping out i called the nurse, turns out the tubing got pulled from my IV, and when there's nothing attatched, blood just freely flows out. ohh joy. and then at 4 in the morning, they thought it would be a good idea to do some blood work. monday: woke up after no sleep, to my tray of an all liquid diet, after pushing it to the side, the doctor came in, doesn't ask any questions, looks in my throat, and says we're sending you home, excuse me what did you say? i'm going where? in case you haven't noticed asshole, i'm not eating, i'm not sleeping, i'm in pain, my throat looks like it's inhabited by the grossest thing on earth, but at home i'll be fine, except now i can't breathe and my chest is all heavy. so tomorrow i'm supposed to go back to dr. asshole, to find out results from my bloodwork. apparently now the blood test for strep came back positive, but that only meant i had it within the past 2 months or something, and it's not what i have now. so now i still have a lump in the back of my throat, i have 8 holes in my body covered in blues clues and hello kitty band-aids, i still haven't eaten or drank anything. let's see how this goes...

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March 26th, 2005

Current Music: Switchfoot - This is your life Time: 10:53 pm Current Mood: exhausted

short and sweet great adventure is tons of fun with no lines <3 and i love having a 7 year age gap with the little sis, i get 5 more years of easter baskets!

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March 22nd, 2005

Current Music: old school 'nsync Time: 06:01 pm Current Mood: blah

okay i lied, i didn't do two updates in one day, ohh well The weekend went home friday, shopping with mom, went to harris' for some poker and fun. woke up saturday adn went out to eat with steph and megan to applebee's for lunch. there we saw an obese little child, whose parents offered him either crayons to play with or food. it was sad, honestly, coloring can burn like 3 calories, and he could benefit from that. more shopping with mom. then, danielle's birthday party, haha. She's 20, or if you consult her fake id, she's 22, so went and hung out with the fam, drank a lot of red wine, played more poker, my uncle gave my mom drugs and she passed out, anddd me and my dad did rock paper scissors shoot to see who would have to be D.D., i won, haha. i love being older and able to drink with my family. sunday, woke up, diner breakfast with the little sis, and then as i was packing, i got a call from stacy. she very easily convinced me to stop packing, and to go with her to the meadowlands for her old school's hockey finals. awesomeee times. scored 2 goals in the first 45 seconds, and spent the rest of the time cheering: "start the buses" "go home faggots" "scoreboard" "sit down losers" "goalie, you suck" and the such, twas fun, especially the parking lot, and driving around it 4903284 times, and showing of our 'sierra mist' cans. drove back to randolph, more diner food (mmmm disco fries, that are straight not curly <3), returned back to stace's, a little bit of legally blonde, and then passed out, drove back to widener, to face my nice short week now i get to go home wed. if i be a good girl and get my work done. let's see how this goes.

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March 21st, 2005

Current Music: Bowling for Soup - Shut up and Smile Time: 01:22 pm Current Mood: drained

create your own personalized map of the USA </a> okay, i lied. i forgot about when i went to new orleans on a cruise. and for those wondering, that's only 33% of the states, but i'm still going to do my hardest to work on that. maybe all the states by the time i'm 24, minus hawaii, because it would cost alot of money to fly out there, haha and i should be updating about now, but i'll do it later, pull a lindsay and do two entries in one day.

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March 17th, 2005

Current Music: My Chemical Romance - I'm not okay Time: 11:29 pm Current Mood: nostalgic <-- they had it!

</a> so those are the states i've visited, and on may 8th, we can officially add arizona to the mix. i booked my flight yesterday, and i'm really excited, like whoa. so today i was nostalgic, and started thinking of high school and ish. i really do miss it. quite frankly the whole attitude of "it's (insert stupid reason here) let's drink beer" is getting really old. don't get me wrong, i love to party, but it just seems that everyone i'm around is obsessed with drinking, and i guess i was at one point too. but maybe i'm just into partying now to have fun, and a good time. i miss alj, and the stupid drama, and the easiness of it all i miss the stupid adventures to jake brown road, and cutting off tractor trailers for death points i miss knowing what each day was going to be like in school, no matter how boring it was i miss the morning show i miss staring at the clock, knowing i would have to sit there for that exact period of time, instead of wishing the professor will let us out early i miss my ghetto parking spot in front of the dumpster that i never got called down for i miss alot of things. and lately i've been noticing alot of people feel lost in their lives right now, and let's just say welcome me to the club too. in the past couple of weeks, i've been contemplating my major, my school, where i want to go to school, everything. i wish someone would just make a decision for me, so i could get on with my life

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March 15th, 2005

Current Music: Nina Gordon - Tonight and the Rest of My Life Time: 11:14 pm Current Mood: distressed

wow it's been a really long time since i've updated. people need to start beating me up if i don't update, but it just further proves how lazy i am. so we'll start off with tonight. went into philly with meara to go see some author tim o'brien at the library for our english class. i expected it to be bad, and it was but omgflkdjs. the valley forge cadets were there. hgdakhfkdsahi. there just aren't any words for their cuteness/hotness/beautifulness/omgiwannajumponyouanddoyou. and one of them sat next to me, and his leg brushed up against mine hehez. spring break: well started off okay, i knew i'd be working alot ahead of time, but it was 10 times worse because the state of nj made their annual surprise visit, and we did some major kiss ass. thursday night: dad: do you know cpr? me: ummm why? dad: i'm having chest pain me: uhh me, you, ER now so from thursday night on, my break was like 100% union hospital, i knew my way to every single place, knew all the nurses, it was kind of depressing really. but my dad's 1/2 okay, half not. good news, the mini-heartattacks didn't do any damage. bad knews, they know somethings up, but they don't know what. blahhhh. and i feel as if i should be home, to help take care of him, because i'm the perfect person. take last night, he was trying to get up and slipped and fell and started bleeding. if i were there i could have helped him, he wouldn't have fell. i just wish i knew this all would have happen, and i would have transferred to ucc ahead of time and been there to help him. and i'm really starting to not like school now, it's just not a place i want to be. if there were any peaceful and academically advantaged way for me to leave here, i would do it in a heartbeat. i hate my classes, last semester i didn't mind going to most of my classes, i think i missed more classes the first couple of weeks then i did all of last semester. i'm just glad that next semester, ill know exactly what i want, hopefully use that to be happier. and i hope you all like the spring/easter/pastel colors <3

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March 2nd, 2005

Current Music: Vertical Horizon - Everything you want Time: 07:49 pm Current Mood: bored

BASIC YOUR NAME: Deanna BIRTHDAY: June 2, 1986 ZODIAC SIGN: Gemini SCHOOL: Widener University E-MAIL: dede6826@yahoo.com SCREEN NAME: dede6826 COLOR OF EYES/HAIR: blue eyes, hair color to be determined, probably brown PETS: fish, and my puppy keystone HAVE YOU EVER... BEEN IN A QUIET ROOM AND SCREAMED SO THERE WOULD BE SOME NOISE?: Not really LEFT THE COUNTRY?: yes, cruises TAKEN ANY ILLEGAL SUBSTANCES?: i'm in college.. GONE OUT IN YOUR P.J.'S?: i repeat, i'm in college SET YOURSELF OR A BODY PART ON FIRE?: not to the point of being burned, but i stick my fingers in candles CHEATED ON A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND?: No STARTED DANCING WHEN THERE WAS NO MUSIC?: i'm sure i have PRETENDED YOU WERE AN OPERA SINGER?: probably KEPT A SECRET FROM EVERYONE?: Yes ACTUALLY THROWN SHOES ONTO A PHONE WIRE?: No but there on every wire in chester because i live in the ghetto CRASHED INTO A WALL IN PUBLIC?: unfortunately, yes EVER CRIED AT A "CHICK FLICK"?: it'd be wrong if didn't HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER? two words: Mr. Barry DONE SOMETHING STUPID TO IMPRESS YOUR CRUSH?: no LAUGHED SO HARD YOU CRIED?: Yes, the best kind of tears FOUND A CARTOON CHARACTER ATTRACTIVE?: Not really AT ANYTIME OWNED A "NEW KIDS ON THE BLOCK" TAPE: yes [shrugging shoulders in shame] CALLED OR SEEN A PSYCHIC?: nope ACTED OUT OF THE ORDINARY?: the story of my life PRANK CALLED SOMEONE? yes, and of course, my infamous drunk phone calls GOTTEN IN A CAR ACCIDENT?: i've been rear-ended, that's it FALLEN DOWN THE STAIRS?: yes, i've even managed to fall up the stairs SEEN THE EIFFEL TOWER?: unfortunately, no FAVORITES... SOAP: i don't really have a favorite COLORS: yellow DAY OR NIGHT: day BAND: third eye blind, maroon 5, third eye blind, something corporate, the starting line, i can't pick just one TYPE(S): glad to see there's still the question in these surveys no one understands COMMERCIAL: the lamp one from ikea, a long long time ago TYPE OF SANDWHICH: Turkey, lyellow american cheese, lite mayo, lite lettuce, on a fresh roll COFFEE OR HOT CHOCOLATE: coffee COLD OR HOT?: Hot. BIG OR LITTLE: big, because i'm tall HERE OR THERE: same difference CHARACTER ON DAWSON'S CREEK: Dawson, hahaha, really i don't have one, i didn't watch the show CARTOON CHARACTER: patrick from spongebob TV SHOW: ER MOVIE: it's a crime to pick just one DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? Nope DO YOU HAVE A BEST FRIEND?: No WHO'S YOUR FUNNIEST FRIEND?: maria WHO DO YOU EMAIL THE MOST?: my aunt eileen WHO HAVE YOU KNOWN THE LONGEST OF YOUR FRIENDS? Steph WHO'S THE LOUDEST?: we'll go with vickie again WHO'S THE SHYEST?: maria, because she looks like a little kid WHOSE PARENTS DO YOU KNOW THE BEST?: Steph, more like her whole family WHO DO YOU HAVE THE MOST INSIDE JOKES WITH?: Steph WHO DO YOU GET THE MOST SURVEYS FROM?: no one, i haven't gotten one in like 42348 years WHO ARE YOU JEALOUS OF?: Everyone in some way (i'll agree with lindsay on this one) WHO DO YOU CRY WITH?: my pillow WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU... CRIED: today, when the wind was blowing in my eyes LAUGHED: Today SNEEZED: today HELPED SOMEONE: umm, i helped a girl in my math class today CUT YOUR HAIR: wednesday before thanksgiving, haha WORN A SKIRT: over winter break while working, i think WORN A TIE: can't say i have WERE MEAN: today probably, when i didn't hold the door open because it was coldddd WERE SARCASTIC: the story of my life SAW A MOVIE: last friday, hitch, very funny GONE OUT FOR DINNER: Mom's birthday at molly mcguire's, see previous entry SAID "I LOVE YOU": earlier, on the phone with my mom WRITTEN A LETTER: I will be once i finish this survey for my bio class WATCHED YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE: i watched one of my favorites yesterday, my best friends wedding GIVEN SOMEONE A PRESENT: my mommy's birthday gift MISSED SOMEONE: Today HUGGED SOMEONE: i hugged kyle in the street today HAD A NIGHTMARE: it's been a while FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: well not really fighting, but i'm trying to have a party this weekend, and mommy said no FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND: can't remember DO YOU BELIEVE IN... GOD/DEVIL: no YOURSELF: i try YOUR FRIENDS: Yes ALIENS: no LOVE: Definitely DESTINY: yup SIGNS: it depends THE CLOSET MONSTER: no, and proud to say i never have PSYCHIC POWERS: nope GOVERNMENT CONSPIRACIES: yes THAT SQUIRRELS ARE EVIL: haha no, but there's one at our school with balls hanging from it's chin HAVE YOU EVER... WISHED UPON A STAR: yup LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: go see hitch, i'm teling you PLAYED TRUTH OR DARE: it's been a while, but yeah WATCHED A SUNRISE/SUNSET: maybe driving on a highway, haha SPENT QUALITY TIME ALONE: i'm in college READ A BOOK FOR FUN?: yup TOLD SOMEONE: probably not DITCHED A FRIEND FOR A GUY/GIRL?: don't think so SHOWERED: yup, this morning ATE A MEAL: yup, this evening OTHER STUFF WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?: studied for the math test, I DIDN'T HAVE!! WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?: Jeans…tan see through shirt with brown tank top, haha THE LAST CD IN YOUR CD PLAYER: ashlee simpson THE LAST THING YOU SAID: "bye" to my mom on the phone THE LAST THING YOU ATE: mozzarella and tomato pannini THE LAST THING YOU SAID THAT MADE PEOPLE LAUGH: i told my roomate to study for history by massaging her hand, because she has to write so much ARE YOU... HAPPY?: Yes WEARING PAJAMAS?: nope, but i have a feeling i will be shortly HUNGRY?: not really EATING?: no, but if you don't shut up i will be soon TALKING TO SOMEONE ONLINE?: Yup. READY FOR THIS SURVEY TO END?: glad to see this question never went away HOW LONG DID THIS SURVEY TAKE YOU?: who cares? DO YOU WANT ALL YOUR FRIENDS TO DO THIS?: hahaha yes, so i'm not the only pathetic one

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February 28th, 2005

Current Music: Jumper - Third Eye Blind Time: 06:42 pm Current Mood: determined

i want warm weather with flipflops and sunglasses and bathing suits and beach trips with all the windows down in your car with the birds chirping and leaves on the trees REALLY BAD! i am officially sick to death of winter, i now HATE winter. i've come to the conclusion this is because snow is no longer fun when you're old. think about it, when you were little snow meant days off from school, sledding, snowball fights, and snow angels. now snow means shoveling, untrapping your car, scraping ice off, waiting forever for your car to warm up, and the worst driving conditions ever. and widener doesn't even cancel classes, so that's one more thing i don't have to look forward to. but anyway i went home this weekend to work, because i need money really bad (and i think the italic font is cool, so i'm going to keep using it) after i get through the next four days, spring break, but it's such a ripoff because it's not even spring yet, but i won't go into that again. and then when i get back to school, i'm honestly going to study, i swear. i got two 69's on tests that i studied my ass off for. and i've decided to shove it up the teachers asses and do good. so ha. so speaking of schoolwork, i'm off to go write a letter to some high ranking official in government about how PCBs are bad for humans and the environment. wish me luck!

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February 21st, 2005

Current Music: my roomate is sleeping... Time: 03:42 pm Current Mood: cranky

in the past few days there have been many events that i said, ohh, i'll post it on my live journal.. and now i forgot.. damn cold medicine but, i was sick friday, saturday i went home to surprise my mommy for my birthday, and i just love how i spent more time at the parin house this weekend then i did in my own home.. good stuff and molly mcguires waiters can kiss my ass.. when i'm out to eat with my parents does it really matter if i have ID or not.. the convo went something like this: Me: I'll have a glass of white zinfindel Waiter: sure, and do you have your ID with you this evening? Dad: Can I have a glass of white zinfindel? [waiter brings said wine, places it in front of my dad] Dad: here you go deanna.. cheers gotta love it..

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February 19th, 2005

Current Music: silence Time: 11:29 am Current Mood: sick

okay so i know i really need to update.. but i'm just too sick right now.. my tonsils are making out with each other they're so huge my head is filled with air.. and i can't swallow anything.. but i promise an update soon <3

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February 6th, 2005

Current Music: Mrs. Robinson - Simon & Garfunkle (random, I know) Subject: Random Weekend 2 Time: 11:43 pm Current Mood: exhausted

So, this was yet another random weekend for me. and this will be a long entry First, started by skipping my math class on friday. But for a good reason, I wanted to get on the road to visit vickie at sacred heart. So upon my arrival, I find yet another campus that's better then mine with bigger rooms and stuff, but that's a different story for a different day. As soon as I got there we went to the mall, which is like right around the corner, found some cute clothes to go clubbing in and then went out to dinner (and ate meat! haha) Got back, got ready/pre-gamed.. and we were ready. So all the clubs are basically around the corner from yale which = cute yale boys = happy deanna. haha. After leaving one club after 2 minutes.. we would up at sci-fi. Pretty fun place, open bar til 11, and met some pretty fun people there. Except, one thing, they had one stall for the girls bathroom.. who does that at a club?!.. but ohh well. We played pool, I discovered I play incredibly well drunk, I was really amazed. I also managed at some point in my drunkeness to bite all my nails off, yeah don't remember that. So after the club, we left to go get pizza. The pizza place was called Alladin's.. how cool is that? So we got a whole pie, and we're walking back to the car, and after I walked passed this group of people, they were like "omg, I want pizza, dude go jump her, i want that pizza." and i didn't hear this, justin and ashley did, and upon hearing this, we ran to the car. We left the parking garage, some guy hung out of the window while going down the swirly ramp to pick girls up, that was fun. And then we went back home, and sleptt... And then I woke up, and omg did my knee hurt. it was swollen, my knee cap was lost in fluid and umm.. basically couldn't walk, but I braved it enough to drive vickie and her friend megan back to jersey. Let me tell you about megan aka ducky. she's from rhode island, known for it's smallness. She was amazed at new jersey, within the first five minutes of entering NJ she was amazed at the smallest dunkin' donuts, and the largest gas station on the parkway. She was amazed at our drivers, and how there are so many exits off the parkway, and she also couldn't believe how close together our houses were. hahaha, ohh jersey, how i love it!... dropped them off and went home to sleep off my sore knee. Next was Mr. Parin's 50th surprise party. God how I love the Parin family, they are just amazing, especially sabrina, haha. But bobby p. was surprised, and it was a very very funny party, mad props to Chris Delauro for being generally one of the funniest people alive. (..and our segment of bob with small animals).. there was serenading and a visit by marilyn monroe. haha. Then I left early because my knee was throbbing, and Sabrina was scared of all the people, so took her home... and then crashed. Woke up at 11:45 this morning, did nothing except go to the mall, further mess up my knee, and get very mad at express for not having any long jeans whatsoever. haha. Now i'm back at school, the eagles lost the superbowl, and I'm fearful that philadelphia will be burned down when I wake up in the morning. But I'm clinging to the small hope that classes will be canceled.. haha Til next time kids..

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February 3rd, 2005

Current Music: I Want You to Want Me Time: 07:21 pm Current Mood: tired

So yay! it's thursday, thank god. this week couldn't go by fast enough. I had so much work to do this week, two presentations, papers, etc. It was just a week that if it disappeared, wouldn't matter to me at all. So I'm starting to not feel good, and upon trying to figure out why, I realize alll I have eaten this week is salad, no exaggeration whatsoever. I really need meat, haha. But tomorrow, in less then 24 hours, I will be with miss vickie moreria.. ohh sooo excited. So, I've been visiting alot of different schools lately, and have come to realize how much widener sucks balls. and now i've been seriously thinking about transfering, like i don't know to where, but i think anywhere is better then here.and i realized why i try my hardest not to nap in the middle of the day, because then i just can't function. like i went to write something down before, and i couldn't even grab the pencil. but now i need to go, finish reading, get some more food so i don't pass out, and packkkk... have a good weekend everyone!

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January 30th, 2005

Time: 01:19 pm Current Mood: silly

So I had a very random 24 hours. Yesterday, went tanning with the roomie, dyed my hair, and then we decided to go visit her friend amanda at Lyola. Umm, their dorm rooms are huge and they can have george foreman grills.. soooo not fair. We had fun, I drank half a bottle of bacardi razz, by myself, like the champ that I am. Fell asleep in my clothes, woke up this morning, to 4 inches of snow there, and drove the hour and a half home. Now, I'm still in my clothes, I want to die my hair darker, and I haven't eaten in forever, so I'm probably trying to fill the basic necessities of hygiene and hunger. Ohh and I'll put up the pictures lataaaa.. <33 ohh and I had the spiciest buffalo wings of my life.. haha

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January 29th, 2005

Current Music: Stacie Orrico - Stuck (haha the memories) Time: 11:52 am Current Mood: calm

So, last night was fun. Me and roomie went to katie's room, which is like 4890432 times bigger then ours, for no apparent reason. Drank there, played spit, yes spit, like we were at summer camp in 6th grade. good times. then we went to phi lam, hung out there. it took a while for people to show up, but then lydia and i left to go back to howell w/ kids we just met, because we're cool like that. So at like one o'clock I started to realize why friday nights blow, because i woke up early that same morning to go to class. So i was running on like no sleep. And then these guys offered us drugs, lydia and i got freaked out, and came back to our room. I went to sleep, and now i'm stranded here at school because my purse is in katie's room, and it has everything in it, so hopefully that will be returned to him soon. and there were no waffles in the cafeteria this morning </3 haha but it's funny because widener looks all pretty and perfect w/ good food because it's a widener day with all the little high school kids coming for tours. it really is funny. but now lydia and i are bored.. and possibly rearranging the room. haha we'll see how this goes.

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January 26th, 2005

Current Music: My Hero - Foo Fighters Subject: updating.. Time: 04:32 pm Current Mood: giddy

well, it has been a long time since i've really updated so here it goes. -break was okay.. there were a couple good nights, but not as many as i wanted -back at school is going pretty good, but there will always be those things that i miss from home -apparently my ex-roomate is gay.. glad i got out of there.. -my mommy's b'day and lydia's b'day are the same day.. hmm what to do, get drunk and party, or go out to dinner w. the family.. decisions decisions... -my refridge right now is about 80% alcohol.. i cannot WAIT for this weekend.. i think i'm going to get started on that periodic table of mixology.. -the state of pennsylvania needs a lesson on how to plow.. because i almost died fishtailing when they stopped plowing in the middle of a lane. like it was clear.. and then there was 8 inches of snow for me to drive through. they also don't know how to shovel, or widener doesn't at least. they shovel all the steps, and that's it.. it was so weird. PA people are just WEIRD i know a lot more happened, i just can't remember, it shall be updated as i remember.. quote by kimmi: "gimme don't get"

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January 22nd, 2005

Current Music: Eminem - Mockingbird Time: 09:39 am Current Mood: blah

so I really need to update. the reason I didn't is because a lovely tech from india decided he wanted me to fuck up my computer. So he did, and then I needed a CD that I left at school. Got to school, got the cd, and ohh now I need a CD from home. Great. And that is where I am now, at home, debating whether or not I want to drive back now or like sunday night monday morning when the roads are going to be really icy? hmm.. but anyway.. a few words of advice for your computer.. get virus software AND adware.. buy a cooling fan so it doesn't shut off from overheating keep all cd's that came with your 'puter with you at ALL times spray your carpet around the 'puter with static guard.. you can shock and fry your computer i'll finish updating later <3 it's back to bed for me..

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January 10th, 2005

Current Music: how about Blue Crush on tv... Time: 12:26 am Current Mood: tired

so i'm updating my journal for the fist time in which i can actually see what i am typing. you see, the eye doctor diagnosed me with the shittiest eyes known to man. therefore, i need glasses for reading and glasses for distance. the funny thing, when i first heard that, i remembered a book from the babysitter's club series. the little sister, karen/kristen (i forget) had to get glasses. she had pink glasses for reading, and blue glasses for distance. hahahaha, the funny things i remember. i really want to look at those books again, i remember little bits and pieces, and i want to be able to remember it all. but anyway, the logical solution to my problem would be to get bifocals, however, i'm 18 years old and i REFUSE to wear bifocals, even if they can hide the line. so, yes i'm now a 6 eyed queer. and as soon as this semester is over, i am flying out to the good old state of arizona, to my cousin danielle, and then ROADDD TRIPP.. cross country babyyy.. i am so excited, i want to go right now. i cannot wait to say to someone that i actually drove cross country, i have a feeling it's going to be one of those experiences i'll never forget. this is my last week at work, and then it's backk to school. i cannot wait. i miss school, the freedom, the fun, the parties, the friends. everything. (except the showers) i probably won't even miss my big bed. but after i go back, it so long jersey until feb 19th, my mommy's birthdayy... but since i want to be on time tomorrow, which is surprising because i know i'm leaving in a week anyway, it's off to bed. night kiddies. P.S. Maria is cominggg..!!!!!

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January 7th, 2005

Current Music: Numb Encore Time: 07:51 pm Current Mood: chipper

roomie - this icons for you <3

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January 2nd, 2005

Current Music: silence - better for a headache Time: 10:35 pm Current Mood: hungover

I got really drunk last night. too drunk. I'm hungover now, feeling sick and with a headache. I thought popov was my friend, what did I ever do to him? I don't remember 9 hours of my life. I woke up in a strange place. And fuck you all for 'antiquing' me. assholes. I'm going to bed now, hoping that I don't feel like this tomorrow. </3 vodka </3

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December 30th, 2004

Current Music: Gwen Stefani and Eve - if i were a rich girl Time: 01:14 pm Current Mood: exhausted

So, yesterday was possibly the most tiring day of my life. I was awaken by my lovely father at 9 o'clock in the morning, to "get my ass up and in the shower b/c we're going to be late." So I get ready, and after throwing on like 478489032 different outfits, we left. Got to the city, which once stepping outside was a great feeling. Within 15 minutes, an ambulence siren nearly deafened me, Mike was hit by a cab, and I had downed my first cup of starbucks, ahhh. So we get to times square, and we're waiting at the ticket booth place for last minute tickets. Now it was like 12:30, and all the matinees were already sold out. Therefore, we were left to stand in line for another two and half hours, til 3:00 for the tickets for the night shows to go on sale. So we're standing in line, and the most awesome thing happens, they decided they wanted to test the confetti for new years eve. It was so amazing, looking up and seeing all these little paper thingys flying everywhere. So, after waiting in line for 30 minutes, we decided it was time for starbucks, again. So me, mike, and gianna were going to starbucks, and we were walking past toys'r'us when we see this little boy crying. He lost his mom, and guess what kids, he didn't speak english, he spoke german. great. Now, a bunch of people were coming around and looking at him trying to see if he spoke any english. All we got was "My.. name.. alex" But the damn kid wouldn't move. The police station was like 100 feet away, and the kid was having an anxiety attack. So now there's a police officer on a horse who finally comes over. But, she can't get off of the horse, and she has no radio. Uhhh, what good are you sweetheart? So after five minutes of basically just standing there, the mother shows up. Laughing, and pushing her daughter in the stroller. Kids, she didn't even hug her son back. Of course he ran up to her as soon as he saw her, and she just stood there, like you damn kid, I never should have had you. After that fiasco, we went back to stand in line, and had some funny conversations: Mike: So my friends from work invited me down to their house in florida. Me: That's awesome, are you going to go? Mike: NO Me: Why not? Mike: Well, they're indian. And, I'm afraid I'll come back to NJ smelling of curry, forever. Me: hahahahahaha, that's true, you're better off just staying in a hotel. My mom: [5 minutes later] I wonder what indian's poop smells like.. hahahaha, i would love to know too, just like what kind of noises chinese people make during sex. So at 3, the tickets went on sale, and there weren't too many shows for kids, and gianna and leah were with us, so we decided on wonderful town with brooke shields. It's a play about two sisters from ohio, that move to NYC in the 1950's. Twas good. I would have rather seen whoppi's show or la cage aux folles, but they were inappropriate for children. After we got the tickets, we took the girls to toys'r'us, to use the bathroom, and for the ferris wheel. Let me tell you, after 3 cups of coffee, I really had to pee, and the line was like winding in and out of the isles, it was insane and crazy. I can't even begin to explain how packed that store was, and no one was even buying anything. ha. When we finally got down to the ferris wheel, the wait was like 55 minutes, yeah definitely didn't want to do that. Then, it was almost 4, and we decided it's probably best to get something to eat, so after walking for blocks, we found a french restaurant. Great food, possibly the shittiest service ever. And I'm pissed because I burnt my tongue on stuffed clams. Ohh well. But, in place of the shity service, we got free crepes and crem brulee for dessert.. omg it was soo good. After dinner was off to see the tree. And by now kids, deanna was very very tired. So, finally we walk down fifth ave, which was decorated beautifully. And cartier wrapped the building in like a lighted bow.. it was so pretty. Once i figure out how to post pictures on here, I'll show you. Upon going to rockafeller center, we realized what happens at this time of year.. there were people everywhere. Climbing flagpoles to get pictures of the tree, and standing in the middle of what should have been a mosh pit. Then my dad felt sick, and we had to walk all the wayy back to the car for his medicine, and now it was almost 8, and the show started soon. So we got to the show, and our seats were okay, and the show was pretty good. It was really cool to see brooke shields act and sing. But now this post is getting really long, sooo to make a long story shorter, the play was good, we cursed off rude polish people in front of us, and didn't leave til 1 o'clock in the morning. And I had another cup of starbucks. Got home, passed out, and skipped work today. Now it's off to my sister's bball game, and the mall to spend some money.

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